I have felt kind of down the past few days. i feel like my life is a roller coaster of emotions and I just don't get it!! I never used to be like this. I have never felt so "negative" about things. I have always been (like my mom) pretty happy and "glass is half full"; I would make the best of everything. But now, I have so much negativity in and around me.... I feel sad so much lately and have so many thoughts running through my head. "what am i doing with my life?", "Have I made the right decisions...?" "Am I comfortable/happy with where I am at and where I am going?"..... Why can't this heaviness just be gone; why can't things just be easy sometimes..... and why is it that just because I am an adult and a mom I am not "allowed" to be sick, be sad, cry, be overwhelmed, vent, miss my mom...? Why can't I just get some positive feedback sometimes...and not always the bad/wrong this and bad/wrong that...? (ok so I am venting)
On a much lighter note... here are some pictures from last night:
Joe doing "rasberries" on Angie's belly (she loved it)
All of us making silly faces
Can you believe CJ is almost as tall as me now....
Here's Joseph.... who was "too tired to make a silly face"
Ok, so I have to admit..... after going back and looking at these pictures, they did put a smile on my face!!! Happy Friday.