It's time for Angie's (at Seven Clown Circus) Wordful Wednesday.... You know, I am so thankful that I "met" all you cool, fun people out there. This is such a nice "escape/relief" to come and chat with you all.... Especially after feeling the way I've been feeling lately!! I really just need to get something off my chest:
I feel like I am at my breaking point.... without going into too much personal detail, I just want to say that I just can't-take-it-anymore!! And sometimes I feel like I don't even want to deal with it anymore...I feel out of control with some things and even a bit of a dark cloud haning around-- which I hate because I usually am (have always been) a very positive person...I am a glass is full person even on a bad day. I may worry at times...ok, I worry all of the time...actually I worry about anything that can be worried about...but even as a worry wart, I always try to stay positive. But lately, I feel like that edge is falling off.... How have I lost that?? Where has it gone?? and Why can't things just be better.... happy? Oh well, I guess I will just keep marching on.... and I do appreciate all of you being there to listen when I am having these moments, days, weeks whatever.... and I do hope that I can see the light soon!!
Anyway, onto my Wordful Wednesday..... This is our "Brady Bunch"...
This is my boys and their half siblings........ and half siblings are: Angie (obviously), who is their half-sister from Joe and I; and then their two half-brothers from My ex and his S.O. This picture was taken on Monday night when I went to pick the boys up and we just stayed for dinner and playing. I am really thankful that we can have a good relationship/friendship in spite of the divorce. Sure we (my ex and I) have had our moments...arguments; but what divorced family doesn't... (actually my mom and dad didn't) For the most part, though, we have good, fun time when we are together. And I think it is very healthy for the kids to see that. I always hoped that my ex and I could have a "divorced relationship" like my parents did..... as we did everything together while I was growing up...we celebrated every birthday, holiday, party, dinners, everything together....and enjoyed every minute of it!!
Me and D (the S.O.)... and I am holding their youngest son-- isn't he cute??
D and I have actually started to be really good friends... I often wonder what my ex thinks about that... I wonder if he thinks or worried that we will share "stories"... he-he... I guess he'll never know!!
Have a great day....